BETWEEN BEFORE AND AFTER

For this series I had a vision of something cosmic, imultaneously familiar, habitual and unknown-ungraspable, something that excites imagination to the point of
inadvertently raising the question “is this an endangered species or a resurrecting one?”.
By distancing from reality I stay by myself and my mind pictures a terrifying image of a boundless, immense universe where I am only a speck of dust wandering through space.
This state makes me feel the duality of primal fear and strange peace of belonging, being part of something grand, vast and truly galactic.
How long will I be a part of the universe? Have I been a part of it “before”
and will I be “after”?